("`-''-/").___..--''"`-._ `6_ 6 ) `-. ( ).`-.__.`) (_Y_.)' ._ ) `._ `. ``-..-' _..`--'_..-_/ /--'_.' ,' (((' (((-((('' (((( K R I S T E N' S C O L L E C T I O N _________________________________________ WARNING! This text file contains sexually explicit material. If you do not wish to read this type of literature, or you are under age, PLEASE DELETE THIS FILE NOW!!!! _________________________________________ Scroll down to view text -------------------------------------------------------- This work is copyrighted to the author © 2010. Please don't remove the author information or make any changes to this story. All rights reserved. Thank you for your consideration. -------------------------------------------------------- The Game: Echo's Of Rape by Art S Healing (address withheld) *** A twelve year old girl has fantasies about playing a sexual game. She likes the idea of saying no when she means really yes. One night when she goes to a party, her fantasy becomes reality thanks to a boy named Brad and a horny dog. (Mmfg, ped, reluc, mast, anal, exh, beast, enema, ws) *** I suppose it's not too abnormal for a twelve year old girl (soon to be thirteen) to want to experiment with sex, but I guess it is kind of weird for one to want to get raped. Oh, I don't mean brutally beaten in an alley or on some back road somewhere, but raped and turned into a slut. Yes, that's me, still to this day I love being a fuck toy. In fact, at twenty-four years old, I am the biggest little slut in my entire county, and I love it. I know it's weird but I started having these fantasies at the dawn of puberty, just after my big sister told me about her slut of a roommate in her college dorm. When I was eleven, my sister gave me very detailed stories about how her roommate fucked almost anyone, almost anywhere, whenever she got the chance. She had even fucked guys' right there in their dorm room with the lights on while my sister pretended to study or sleep through it. This thought fascinated me, but what intrigued me even more was that her roommate especially liked for the guy to take her forcefully, even when she resisted, although not outright rape- just as a game. I fell in love with the idea and wanted to be in a circumstance where I could pretend that I didn't know where things were going until it was too late for me to do anything about it. Naïve little me- now it would be unfair for me to stop him now that I let him go this far, wouldn't it? Basically, I wanted someone to want me so badly that they had to have me at nearly any cost- but not actually go through the horrors of true rape. I know how that sounds but what can I say? I have a fetish. My big sister told me her roommate's theory was that sometimes "no, no" does mean "yes, yes" and that makes sex much more exciting. But any man that has ever heard sincere screams for help while tears are pouring out from her humiliated face, all the while the girl is pounding her fists into him, screaming, "No! Stop!" then he obviously knows it's a real "no". Not that it needs to even get that far. If a guy does choose to continue passed an obvious point then it ceases to become a sexual game and becomes rape. And if that man denies this point when it makes itself known, then he is no longer just kinky; he is a rapist. In any case, I am an adult now, and even to this day, I fantasize about what happened to me on that hot summer night when I was twelve. The night of my first big-time teenage party; and that night I lost my virginity was the first time my "no" meant "yes". The party was at a friend's house way out in the middle of some woods and I went dressed like a total slut. I was wearing a school girl outfit (I know it drives guys wild) and white cotton panties. I was extremely underdeveloped for my age, and while my chest is just an A cup now, back then I had nothing but small pink nipples and tiny buds just starting to form. They poked outwardly with the width and shape of the very bottom of an ice cream cone. I knew a girl who was ten years old that had bigger ones than mine. I still hadn't gotten any pubic hair either and often wondered if she had sprouted yet. But that's okay, because I was prettier than her. I had mid-back length, dark brown hair and green eyes, and my body frame was very petite and rock hard with some serious feminine abs. I had been dancing the night away and I was now very trashed, but I wasn't too drunk to notice that certain types of guys would look at me lustfully. Maybe they liked the petite look, maybe they liked the way I moved, or maybe they were just perverts and I like how young I was. That didn't bother me though, because while those guys were staring at me during the party, especially while I was on the dance floor, I made a point of prancing about, taking shots, and dancing very sexually. I needed to make sure they knew that I may be the youngest one there, but I was no kid. Since all of the boys at the party were older, I didn't know any of them. Most of them were Adrian's big brother's chums and I never hung with that crowd After a while I was taking a much needed rest and had just opened another beer bottle when I saw Adrian over in the next room go outside with a boy of about sixteen or seventeen. She was the only other one there that was near my age, which already felt kind of awkward. I didn't want to be the only one. It didn't surprise me that she had taken up with an older boy; she loved guys, but she was always talking about how she didn't like guys our age because they were so immature. I guess that she found an older one here that she liked and she was going to fool around with him. Adrian had been telling me that she was sick of being a virgin and wanting to fuck some guys. I thought that was cool, but I didn't want her to ditch me here with no one I knew, so I suddenly had a great drunken need to snag her before she disappeared so I could have some fake-important girl chat- so I headed for the door. It took me a few moments to stumble my way through the crowd, almost falling twice, and by the time I got outside she was nowhere to be found. Under the dim lighting I saw usual party goers that hang outside of a party house. Although do to my inexperience at the time I didn't think of them as specific types of partiers way back then. There were the porch monkeys smoking joints, and even in the heat of summer, all of the stand-out-around-a-bonfire-and-talk-politics people scattered here and there, drinks in hand and music jamming in the background. I thought they might have headed out back so I walked around the side of the house. I was getting to the point where I had to pee, and I figured I could piss under the cover of darkness while I was back there, as we were out in the middle of nowhere. I had piss outside a number of times, and I somehow always got pussy-tingles when I did. I followed the familiar line of tall shrubs which followed the wall on that side of the house and when I was over half way around I caught sight of a couple in the darkness that was up against the wall, making out. I froze and was watching them enviously, and getting very horny I might add, when suddenly the girl smacked him and yelled something about him promising not to use his tongue because they had just met. Then she stormed away in a huff, passing me without so much as much as a glance. I looked over to the boy, who looked like he was just setting out after her when he saw me in the shadows. He continued to walk towards me until we were face to face, although it was more like face to chest. I was kind of short for my age and he was kind of a taller boy, for some reason that got me even more aroused. In an instant, I knew that I was way drunker than he was, and I glanced down to his crouch and caught sight of his gigantic hard on shaping out in his jeans. I already knew about the birds and the bees, so I knew that he must be aroused. And to be honest, so was I. He smiled at me and I smiled back and batted my eyelashes without thinking. We exchanged names and chatted for a while. He said his name was Brad and just about the time I summed up his age to be about seventeen or eighteen he asked me how old I was. I told him that I was almost thirteen. He looked surprised and asked what my birthday was. I told him my birthday was in four months yet, he smiled. He seemed to like that. He told me that I was very mature for my age, but looking back, I know he was just telling me what he thought I wanted to hear- my body as anything but mature. God, he was hot. Then he asked me what I was doing. I told him I was looking for my friend Adrian, and then I took a casual sip of my beer, trying to act more lucid and party-experienced than I really was. "Oh, Adrian!" he said, waving his finger declaratively in the air. Brad seemed to recognize the name and I didn't even suspect otherwise at the time. He said that she had gone with some friends of his to this long abandon house deeper into the woods. I knew where it was, almost everyone knew about it, even if they had never been there. Adrian and I had gone there to play since we were little, although her parents did want us to go up there alone so we had to sneak around to do it. He told me he was suppose to meet them there and asked me if I wanted him to take me too. I was still very drunk and nodded at him eagerly. Even at this point I was too naïve to know that I was being set up. It wasn't long before we left, although I wished I had gotten to go pee before we had, but I think I would have been too embarrassing at that point. "Wait!" he said. "I almost forgot!" He darted over to where I had first seen him and the girl and grabbed a bottle of vodka that he must have set on the ground before they had their make out section, and just like that we were gone and my sexual fate was sealed. As we walked, I remember making stupid jokes to try and sound like I was fun and comfortable to be around, but they just came off as childish. Like how I hoped we didn't meet the big bad wolf on the way through the woods. He threw his head back and laughed, but he could have been laughing because he was thinking that he was the big bad wolf. Pretty soon all I could hear was the nearby crickets and the sound of the music playing off in the distance. "Want something real to drink?" He offered me sips of vodka, which I hated but I didn't want him thinking me to be immature, so I accepted every time he motioned the bottle neck towards me and raised his eyebrows expectantly. As we walked, his words and mannerisms changed a bit. He started using a tone of voice one might use with a child, almost condescendingly and he got a bit grabby, acting like I couldn't walk very well on my own. Which I couldn't, but he would help hold me up even when I didn't need it, or pretend to slip on a rock and rub up against me. I felt his raging hard shaft rub up against me several times and I soon found myself starting to get even hornier than I was before, so I decided to tease him a bit and see what he would do. I used the summer heat as an excuse, although it was actually starting to get to me. I had just began to really cool down from my dancing when I was off walking this brutally rocky path leading far into the woods. I could feel sweat beads trickling down my flat stomach and I fanned my face with my hand. "God, it's hot," I said as I stumbled through the uneven, rocky path. I pulled out the bottom of my shirt out from under my skirt and tied it in a propeller bow near the bottom of my rib cage. He definitely took notice and said, "Well, that'll help some, but look at you. It's no wonder you're so hot." Then in one smooth movement he twisted his body so that he was facing straight in front of me and stopped abruptly, which also forced me to stop in place. He looked down at me and in a playful tone said, "Your shirt is buttoned all the way to the top almost, silly," although it was actually three from the top. Then before I knew it, he was unbuttoning my buttons. He fumbled around with the first one that was buttoned for just a moment, and then he just journeyed straight down the button trail. I finally realized what he was up to and teased him some more. "Okay, but don't undo more than a few, though. I'm shy." "Okay" he quickly agreed. Well, my shirt didn't have many buttons to begin with, so when he stopped at the one that was just above the bowtie I had made at my upper tummy and fluffed open my shirt, I was very exposed. The moderate breeze entered the wide gap and seemed to wrap around my torso like invisible water. "Mm, that's better," I slurred out. With a decadent smirk I arched my back and pressed out my chest as I stood, almost more like I was sunning myself in the moonlight instead of cooling myself down in the air. "Here, let me help you" he said as he untied my propeller tie. "Thank you," I said without thinking. I glanced down and noticed when he finished that only the last two bottom buttons were left in place. With the hands of a master magician he popped the next to the last one out but left the last one alone. I had been wavering slightly, but wasn't anywhere close to actually falling over, but he suddenly made a bogus attempted to catch me by the shoulders, "Oops, don't fall!" he said. As he "caught" me, he sneakily slid the left side of my shirt over to the end of my shoulder as he pretended to help me balance in place. He smoothly eased the entire left side of my wide open school girl shirt so that it coiled up over my shoulder and upper arm a bit, being held up only by his hand. When he let go it flopped down and bunched up at my left elbow leaving my baby-tit on that side in full view. Brad was slick, no doubt about it. I pretended not to notice, although I really wanted to look down and see what my newly forming breast looked like at that moment; nipples erect as dripping beads of sweat glistened in the pale glow of the moonlight. But I didn't look. I didn't want to give away that I knew I essentially shirtless on my left side. I looked at Brad and he was making no attempt to hide his gawking. "Are we almost there, yet?" I asked, sounding like a little girl anxiously on her way to summer camp. "Huh...? Um, yeah, almost" he blared out. Then as we continued to walk he started acting like he was keeping me from stumbling again. He helped me step up over an especially high bump in the rocky path- it was like a natural step, and he did it by pushing from behind me. In the midst of his assistance he quickly withdrew his hands before I got all the way up. As shnockered as I was, I fell straight back and into his rescuing arms; arms that enveloped around me, and his right hand landing, coincidently, right on my bare, tiny bump of a breast. I still pretended not to notice, even as he squeezed and rubbed it vigorously while helping me up the uneven ground and we continued. He even brazenly pinched and toyed with my nipple, but gee- I must have been to drunk to notice that too. Not even five seconds after he stepped up over the bump in the path we heard a crashing sound in the woods. I hugged on to Brad out of nothing but pure fear. He instinctively got in a defensive position as our fight or flight mode kicked in. We both sighed and laughed when we saw Attila, Adrian's black Lab come bounding out, playfully wagging his tail at us. We played with him for a few minutes before venturing onward. Brad would watch and smirk as Attila would periodically whip his head up under my skirt and sniff at my horny goods. At first I almost pushed him away purely by reflexes, but like most of the other stuff that had happened to me since I met Brad, I pretended to be too drunk to notice. I just went with it and let my already aroused scent entice not only the dog, but the entire brewing storm of sexual energies that surrounded all of us. About the time I took the last sip of the vodka, the old run down house came into view. It was actually more of an old abandon log cabin. In truth, it was probably only about seventy or eighty years old, but it seemed almost ancient to my young eyes. The integrity of the unpainted wooden planks was failing, leaving various sized cracks throughout the walls, and the ceiling leaked when it rained, but most of the widows remained unbroken except for a few that only had sword-like shards hanging about. Much of the run-down front porch was even level with my waist and at the far end of the porch stood some large stone steps, except for some of the top section which had long since fallen and become surrounding debris. As we approached it, we got to the point where there were lots of tall grassy weeds, or maybe it was naturally growing hay or something. I imagined back when Adrian and I used to crawls through them, playing we were lionesses stalking our way through the African savannahs. It's a wonder we never got snake bit. My bladder was getting near the emergency flood release alert, and as I stumbled towards the house, I told Brad I had to go pee really badly. He smiled and said, "Well, go ahead." "I caaan't!" I whined out. "You'll see me. I want Adrian to go with me." "Okay. Well, I'll carry you through the weeds so we can get to the house sooner." Before I could say a word then he whisked my little body up and made his way through the weeds cradling me like a baby with Attila trotting just a few steps behind us. I didn't let on, but I felt him intentionally yanked at my bottom button out as he grabbed me up, popping it off and sending it flinging randomly into the air like a miniature Frisbee. It was obvious that he did it on purpose. The way he was carrying me really put some pressure on my bladder and I made it no secret. He said he was sorry and adjusted himself so he shifted me so I as wrapped around his front, essentially straddling him. "Is that better, baby-girl?" Now he had one hand on my baby bump of a tit and one hand came to rest up my skirt and on my panty clad ass. At that moment, I wished I wasn't wearing any panties at all. I fidgeted so he could have better access. He took the hint and fiddled with my pussy lips as he carried me. I was so horny I felt like I could explode into a well deserved orgasm any minute, but it also took everything I had to keep from pissing right then and there. He discretely slipped a finger under the crotch of my panties and wiggled it around- driving me crazy. My virgin cunny was juicy with arousal, but having to piss so badly was ruining it for me. I squirmed around, telling him I had to go pee bad really bad. He just kept telling me we were almost there and to just hold on a minute. When he slipped his finger just inside my slid, I almost let loose and pissed all over his hand. When we finally got to the porch, he set me down so my back was to him and the edge of the porch was even level with my pelvis. I called out for Adrian. Again, I called out but, of course there was no answer. "That's okay" said Brad. "They must have gone for a while or something. You can just pee right here." "Here? N... no way, you'll watch me, and stuff!" I stammered out. He leaned towards me with his hard cock against my ass. "No I won't. I swear I'll close my eyes" he said. "No you won't. You'll peek." "No I won't, I promise. I'll close my eyes." I tried to reply with a "No way" but I didn't get the chance. He acted like I had just agreed with him and he pressed his forearm in between my shoulder blades, pinned my front half over the porch and after using his feet to kick mine apart wider, he raised my skirt, "Sure, I don't mind helping you at all. I like you." That made my heart tingle as well as my cunny. "Did he misunderstand me?" my inexperienced mind wondered for just a moment. Then I realized that this could be what I was waiting for. Maybe he wanted to play the "no-no-yes- yes" game. Maybe I could actually get fucked tonight. Then I felt him pulling down my panties. The way he pressed me over the old plywood porch, my face was lying cheek down, so I couldn't see him very well. I just stood bend over, submitting to his will while at the same time telling him, "Nooo... don't... I want... I want Adrian to help me, I said." "Well, she's not here right now, and you have to go pretty bad, right?" I nodded awkwardly. "Well, you don't want to hold it until she gets back, do you? She might be gone for a long time. So, go on then, go. There's no problem. My eyes are closed right now." He still had me pinned with his arm at the middle of my back. Now I was really getting into the game. "Well, okay. As long as you don't look I guess." I spread my legs wider and bending my knees ready to piss for my new game buddy. "Oh, wait. I just thought," said Brad, "Are you wearing panties?" I was so drunk and horny that the thought hadn't even occurred to me. I nodded and added a childish, "Uh-huh". Let me up and I'll take 'em off." I futilely tried to push myself up, but his forearm remained in place like a statue. "You want me to take them off? Oh, okay," he said. "No, I said that... I said that I'll take 'em off." "Sure, I don't mind at all," he replied, as if he misheard me completely. He quickly jerked my panties down with his free arm and hoisted them over my shoes. I remember becoming embarrassed more by the fact that I had not yet grown any pubic hair than the actual vaginal exposure. I spent the next moment hoping he thought I was one of those kinky girls that shaves down there. I still hadn't even had my first period yet, even though Adrian started hers a year and a half ago, so I was pretty self conscious about my underdeveloped body, but he didn't seem to mind. I could hold out no longer, especially with him pressing my lower half into the porch. "Are your eyes closed?" I asked, unable to see him. "Yup. Go ahead" he replied. I felt like I was going to burst, so I spread my legs wider, squatted a bit more and let loose. As soon as I started to pee and he released his forearm from my back. I could tell that he crouched down right in front of my squirting young pussy. I knew he was staring at it at that sent horny tingles through me. Then I felt the chilled, sporadic tapping of glass on my hot cunt. It took a second to realize from the sound I was hearing that he was catching my pee in the empty vodka bottle. I couldn't figure out why, but I remember thinking how strange that was, considering that there was no reason not to let it loose on the ground. It felt so much better pissing that I really didn't care too much at that moment, anyway. I looked over my shoulder and shifted my bottom over slightly so that I could see him. He was indeed catching most of my pee in the bottle. "That-a-girl! You're doing great!" Brad spouted off with the tone of a parent rewarding a toddler for using my potty chair for the first time. That seemed to make me feel less embarrassed about this whole thing, or at least more arousal mixed in with the beloved embarrassment and I thanked him and smiled at the soothing complement. "Thank you," I said. "Help you...? Oh, you need help. Okay." Then he opened my pussy lips for me. God he was driving me nuts. I had to have an orgasm soon or I would just die. At last, my well ran dry, and as I squeezed out the last few drops of urine. After he released my pussy, I heard Brad call the dog over with a series of exaggerated kiss-kiss noises. I was very curious but said nothing. Soon I felt the raspy tongue of Attila licking me in my slit. I tilted my head back with pleasure and whimpered out a chirr. Adrian and I had masturbated together a number of times, and even fondle each other, but I had never felt anything this good before, but I had to stay true to the game. "Is that the dog? I... no Brad, make him stooop" I complained without physically resisting. "Okay" he said. Then, using very calm words in a tone that was anything but commanding, in fact it sounded more like an encouraging tone, he said "Hey boy, stop. Stop it, now. She doesn't like that. Stop it." Naturally, the dog continued without even acknowledging Brad. Attila was totally focused on me and had worked a bit of his nose into my twat as he attempted to dig his tongue in even more deeply, lapping my clit as he went. I hadn't quit trying to pretend that I didn't like it yet, but partially gave into it the pleasure with vocal sounds. "Noooo... you've got to stop him..." I said in a hollow tone. "I'm trying. What's he doing that for anyway," said Brad as he opened my cunt lips up, pretending to be curious. This allowed Attila much more access, and I shamelessly moaned out like a slutty bitch in heat. "Hmm. I wonder why he's licking you," he said. "I don't see anything up in there." I pushed myself away from the porch by bracing my palms against the upper contour so I was about a foot from the porch now and I bent my knees wider. When I turned and looked, Brad had his hard cock sticking out of his open fly and was stroking it with his free hand. He noticed me looking at him, but made no attempted to hide his jerking off, which only made me more aroused. He just looked back at all the action at my bare ass before shaking his head and saying, "He just won't stop, silly doggy. Maybe it's this thing he likes so much." Brad let my cunt lips close, even as Attila kept licking, and flicked my clit with great expertise. "Uhh," I whimpered out. "You've got to stop him, Brad," I falsely pleaded, loving the Hell out of this. "I'll try." Then I saw Brad make a futile mock tugging at the dog as if somehow this thin Black Lab was hopelessly rooted to the ground. Now Brad started grunting as he pretended to struggle futilely to get Attila of off me. And it's hard to be sure now because I didn't really have a very good lower angle, plus I was so plastered, but I could swear that I saw Brad giving the dog a couple of short lived jerk-offs. All I know for sure is that Attila was now humping air, but only for a moment when I suddenly felt his furry legs curl around me where my waist and pelvis meet. After digging his nails into my flesh, he pulled me towards him as he lunged forward with a few awkwardly placed random thrusts. There I was, with my upper half still clinging to the porch while this horny dog was wrapped around my lower half, desperately humping away. It seemed that Attila was depending more on luck then dexterity as he tried to nail my pussy. As stupid as it sounds; I was so damn drunk that I only partially understood what was going on at the time, even as his big red prick made several rub-jabs against my ass cheeks and inner thighs, each bump brought him closer to my soaking wet twelve year old cunt. "Are you getting off on this, you slut?" said Brad as he jerked off. "You love this shit, don't you. You want to be his little dog-whore." "No, Brad... he's trying to put his thing in me. Cover it up so he can't get it in... please." Open it up and see if he got it in... okay, I'll check," he claimed as he reached under the action and opened my cunny lips again. "Did he stick it in here? Let me check." "No, I said..." but thank to Brad, I never finished my sentence, because after a few near misses, Attila's red, glistening cock blindly met its mark. The second he first pried his way in, Attila gave a deep, powerful thrust and then began pounding with a starving vigor, and I unconsciously squealed out with pleasure. After a few loud squeals I realized how I must sound, so I quickly tried to make it seem like my dedicate howls were actually pain. Yes, that's it; I hated every single second of this. I doubt that either Brad or the dog gave a flying fuck if it was hurting me or not, anyway. "Brad" I cried out, "get him... get him off meee! I-I hate thiiiiis." "Sure, I'll try" he said, and he got behind the humping dog and reached around the both of us. The next thing I knew, he was flicking my juicy clit again. That did it. I was lost in the pleasure and didn't care what else was going on. Attila hyper-fucked me now, pounding harder then ever and I felt his big knot go in. I was drunk, confused, humiliated and feeling the greatest pleasure in my life all at the same time. Then Brad let go of my clit and yanked my hair back so that my neck arched, forcing my eyes to look upwards into the night sky as he said, "Drink some more Vodka, whore." Next thing I know he was pouring my piss that he had collected all over my face and into my mouth. I had never tasted pee before. Its tangy flavor quenched my thirst and burned my eyes at the same time. And I don't know what got into me but I opened my mouth all the way and willingly drank down. He stopped before the bottle was empty and spit in my face. God I loved it. I couldn't believe this. How was Brad coming up with all this stuff? Did he watch some really twisted porno's, or was he naturally gifted with such perversion. Did he plan it a bit, or was it all spontaneous? It's not like I cared at the time, but I have to wonder now. In any case he was driving me beyond nuts. I felt huge waves of bliss between my legs as my orgasm neared as my furry lover pounded me furiously. I'm not sure if I had several short orgasms or one really long pulsating one, but while it was happening, the dog slowed his rhythm and eventually turn to face away from me with his still ejaculating swollen cock locked in my slutty-hole. Without warning, Brad rammed the vodka's bottleneck into my shit-hole and lifted it up. It hurt like hell at first, so I tried to raise my ass up with it. I felt the remaining urine run up inside of me, warming and soothing my ass. The pulsating pleasures increased he yanked the bottle out and dropped it and went back to work on my clit, while pinched my nipples hard. I came again- so hard that I began to faint, and I screamed out so loudly that the echo frightened perched night birds into flight. I could feel the piss shooting out of my ass as my blasting pussy muscles expanded and contracted, exploding and imploding. Without missing a beat, Brad stepped over him, and while still flicking my clit and playing with my nipple, he pressed his big dick into my piss-lubed ass and fucked me till I thought I was going to die. As my orgasms waves came and went, I looked up on the porch to see Adrian and the guy she left the party with. Their mouths were wide open as I looked up at them. Brad apparently didn't even notice we were being watched as he continued to pound my asshole. I was just about to cry rape when Adrian closed her gaping mouth and in a drunken slur said, "Hey. Can we join you?" Then it was my turn for my mouth to drop wide open- and I came again. I think back to the fun filled orgy we had that night. How all of us, including Attila, ended up fucking each other in that old house until the morning peeked through the dusty, cracked windows. Adrian and I were invited to every party for many years after, and of course we always had a really, really good time. Even now that I am grown, Adrian and I still get together and have sex with each other or orgies with various men and even dogs. I love my life, and now my ten year old daughter is starting to dress and act like a slut, and she's starting to hang out with boys. And I let her. What else can I do? Maybe she has fantasies about being raped too, and I don't want it to really happen so I let her go slut on whomever she wants, so long as they are careful and it's in my house so I can keep an eye on her. I may even join her. I like that thought. You should have seen her face the first time I walked in on her and a boy back when they were about five. They were playing doctor and I just spoke to them as if I didn't care in the slightest that I walked in on them half naked and fondling each other. I have even thought of introducing her to the pleasures of bestiality. I'm tired of beating around the bush with Adrian about her bringing her daughter and have a free-for-all human, dog, incest orgy. I know that her daughter is only eight, but hey, you've got to learn sometime, right? I think I'll invite Adrian and her daughter over tonight- I'll supply the vodka. We may have a lot of fun. After all, we just got a new dog. Maybe I'll let you know what happens. END IMPORTANT NOTE: I do not condone such activity. Writing and reading such stories is a way to explore any part of human nature that you want, whether it is a side that you like or not. One does not learn the harm of taking drugs by not knowing anything about drugs. It is not through ignorance, but though learning, by education and examination. No one gets hurt for real if it's in a story. And no one is perfectly fine in life and then wakes up one day and reads a twisted story and says, "Hey, I'll become a rapist pervert." It does not work that way. Place yourself in the views of different characters and explore how it makes you feel, whether it's the victim, offender or neutral third party. That is the way Gandhi did it. First party, second party then third party views to get a full overlay. Do not confuse symbolic writing and fantasies with the delicate reality we otherwise live in. You wouldn't view the symbolisms of your dreams (AKA: stories of your deep mind) that way. How many bad dreams/nightmares have you had in your life that you would want to come true? That is how you feel about your mental art of imagination and dreams. And that is how I feel about my stories. However, as children might not understand this fact, please keep them away from writings such as this until they are mature adults, and above all, please, please never harm anyone, especially a child. Even when you think you have dealt with a trauma and pain it has a way of following you around throughout your life like a shadow clad stalker. I should know. Life is complicated and at times cruel enough as it is. If you read/write stories like this for the above reasons, as a release, then you understand what I have just stated. If you do it because you are one of the people in these stories (victim or offender) then please seek help immediately. Thank you. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Kristen's collection - Directory 68